Finally Friday!!!

So it’s Friday & you would think I would be more excited but I’m not .I’m pretty much just excited to sleep! All week Ive been looking forward to the weekend to go have a nice glass of wine or nice cold Corona, but I dont feel so hott today so it will have to wait. Justin came over last night, we went to golden spoon then came back to my casa to watch American Idol. All day my face had been real hot and blotchy..ewww By the time he came over I started feeling shivery again! Another fever all night.  Like I said b4 I'm like a baby when I'm sick. My Mom took care of me all nightJ Sometimes all you want & need is your Mama. She checked in on me every couple hrs, wiped me down (I was all sweaty), and gave me meds. Today I have no fever but I feel very, very weak. Doesn’t help that I'm at work today & BORED.. I knew Thurs & Fri would be my slow days but man the day goes by soo slow.. After work I plan on going straight to J’s, going to get a new phone, and then just relaxing and letting J take care of me. Tomorrow I want to shop but lets see if I feel better. We have plans to have dinner tomorrow night with his family so that should be funJ Hope all of you have a great weekend & pray I feel better..I hate being sicky!!

5 QUESTION THURSDAY:

1. What talent did you wish you had and why?

I really wish I could sing. I love to sing and am always singing but its not the nicest voice..haha. I used to be in every single church play and always have solo vocals and when I was younger I thought I had a nice voice. As I got older i realized that was not true..haha

2. Do you have any tattoos?
Ehhh, I actually only have 1.. Ive wanted to get a couple more but I just cant think of what to get. I have the same tattoo as Rihanna has on her back(STARS). I now regret it because I totally just copied someone but at the time I thought it was cute & I really wanted to get a tattoo.

3. Will you tell your kids about things you did growing up?
Some things I'm sure but some things DEFINITELY NOT!! Maybe once they get to a certain age I can talk openly to them about some things. We will have to wait and see.

4. If the traffic signal turns yellow, do you stop or speed up?

Depends if I think I can make it b4 it turns red and depends if theres a camera.haha Im usually pretty careful because I don't want any tickets or accidents

5. What's your preference: chocolate or chips?
I love both but CHOCOLATE is my fave. All kinds:)

Week/Weekend Recap

This week there was some good/bad. My job is coming along good, I'm learning everything and getting used to my daily duties:) On Tuesday I have mandatory overtime so that day I stayed till 8:00 at night. Omg i had to keep reminding myself OVERTIME=more$$$$$$$$$$$$. Plus the stuff that I'm inputting makes the extra hours go by fast. By the time I got home it was 830 so i did a quick workout, ate half a soup can and fell asleep.

Wednesday I was happy  because I knew after work I would get to see Justin. The day just goes by nicer and I'm more happy when I know I'm going to see his face. Went to his house, hung out and was feeling a lil funny. My throat was starting to hurt and i started to get worried because I felt like i was going to get sick. I took some Airborne and went to bed hoping id feel better in the morning.

Went to work Thursday and felt OK, just my throat hurting a lil. By like 330 I was starting to feel dizzy and sick to my stomach.. I knew it was coming!!!! Stopped at Rite Aid, got meds and went home. As soon as I got home I started with the chills. I swear it was like as soon as I entered my house.I put  my pj's on,took NyQuil and got into bed by 5. That was an awful evening /night. I couldn't sleep, i kept shivering, then i would get hott.. Just Awful!!! I got up to eat a lil something and I got so dizzy I felt like I was gonna fall, then after that i had to run tot he bathroom because I had to throw up..ewwwww!!! Went back to bed and woke up like twice to throw up some more:( My boss told me the day b4 because at work our slow days are Thurs & Fri that I shouldn't worry about coming in Fri because she wants me healthy for Monday.

I went in anyways bright and early for a few hours just to show her that I was trying:) Friday night .. I put some sweats on, threw my hair up, no makeup, went to Justin's and we got some Miguels and just watched some TV. I though I would be passed out b4 him but he was out by 11 lol . My poor boy is always tired, he works so much and only hs 1 full day off every 2 weeks:(  I stayed up to watch my fave show FRIENDS and sometime in the episode I passed out too.. I had some very, very good much needed sleep.

 Woke up Sat and had a bad headache, ughhh man i felt like everything was wrong with me!! Justin got up got me some medicine & a coca cola:) He left to get a haircut and do a couple errands while I got ready. We were supposed to go shopping but I wasn't in the mood. I couldn't believe it. I must of been sick if I would pass up a shopping trip. I'm always in the mood to shop..lol  We intended to go to Nordstroms so I could spend my Valentines gift from him but I just wasn't feeling it. Went to Target, then out for some sushi. Justin works every other Sat so this Saturday I was with out him:( I stayed in watched TV, did some laundry..



Some snuggle time b4 he left for work. My face still looks a bit sick.haha

My Sunday pretty much looked like this:

Watched TV most of the day with Cody

Watched dirty dancing again(watched it the night b4 too)haha

Did some laundry & now I'm just chillaxing.  Some friends wanted to do Brunch but I'm still not feeling 100% so I know champagne wont help it and I have work tomorrow. So brunch will have to wait.  Its just me and my sis at home today so shes makin me dinner :) The parents are out for the night In Santa Barbra. Love how my parents are still romantical with eachother lol.

Not many pictures this post because I didn't look so hott but maybe next weekend:)



Valentines Day

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!!

Me & my Valentine

Small post to wish everyone a Happy Valentines Day!!

Weekend Recap

Friday- J and I celebrated Valentines day early.Dont get to be with my hunny on actual Valentines day because he works:( After exchanging gifts we went to the Cheesecake Factory at Victoria Gardens. Everything was great:) We then watched 'Just Go With It' with Jennifer Aniston & Adam Sandler. I loved the movie. Jennifer Aniston is my fave actress , I just love her!! :) Very cute, funny movie. Heres a couple of the things I got J, I was happy he loved everything.

Got J this. I wanted to get it for myself:) Filled it up with pics of us





The vase he made for me.lol

Made me teary eyed..lol



On our way to dinner



Absolutely the best cheesecake!!

Saturday-Went to Newport for the day.. Rode bikes for a couple hours, ate lunch at Rockin taco, walked around,  people watched. We decided were going to make the bike riding at the beach a more frequent thing. Was soo much fun. That night went out with friends and got my boogie on again..lol.

My #1 fave pic of him.. He look soo darn cute!!!

This man was wearing a speedo..haha

<3

Sunday- We slept in, went to lunch at Islands, napped for a couple hours.Now im relaxing, watching some tv, and Grammys are on later so im super excited:)

Hope you all had a great weekend. I sure did:)

Some things that made me HAPPY & NOT so HAPPY this week

HAPPY

1. Having a job again- I’m just so freakin happy I have one & I enjoy it. On my last post I said I already learned most of it but I spoke too soon lol. I’m learning more everyday and my boss told me I’m going to be learning a lot more stuff too. Its a lot to learn but with practice I’m sure Ill be good.
2. My date night with J on Wednesday-  I missed him so much. I feel like I hadn’t given my boy kisses in forever. He wouldn’t kiss me all last weekend because he didn’t want to get me sick lol. So as soon as I saw him I gave a huge, wet smackaroo hehe;)
3. Pandora Radio- I love it. I have it on at work and I have it on my love song station and pop hits. Just love listening to music, it makes the day go by and it’s very enjoyable.
4. ENJOY Creamy Pomade- Its my hair savior. I have so many little baby hairs all the time, it keeps them tamed all day. I love it!!
5. Casual  dress days at work- I can wear whatever I want except Wednesday when its business casual. So today I wore a t-shirt, jeans & uggs. So comfy:)
6. Finishing my Valentines gift for J- Ill post some pics on Monday of some cute things I got. Not sure if he reads my blog all the time so don’t want to spoil the surprise.
7. Hot Baths- I was having a bad night last night so I closed the door got in the tub and just cried. Sometimes you just feel much better after a good cry. My alone time in there was necessary last night.
8. Meeting new people- I’ve met a lot of new people this week. And enjoyed it very much. Been awhile since I have been in a office where there’s so many people
9. DVR-Some of my shows are on when I'm gone and some are on when I'm in bed so I'm happy that they're there for me to watch later. My General hospital,Jersey Shore, Teen Mom, BGC & you get to fast forward commercials & I love love that!!

NOT SO HAPPY

1. Piece of crap phone- the past week my phone has been shutting off out of nowhere. In the middle of texts, when I’m trying to answer phone calls. So damn annoying!!! Getting a new 1 payday
2. Not seeing Justin as much as I’m used to- This week I got to see Justin Wednesday so far. I’m used to seeing him every Thursday too but I was just too tired I wanted to get home and take care of some things and he had errands too. I know its just one day difference but I dont get to see him everyday so I try to see him every chance I get. I’m excited were spending the whole weekend together though:)
3. Early mornings- I’ve been a lazy ass for months now, sleeping in everyday. I’m going to miss it.
4. Living at the parent’s house- I love them and im thankful they let me stay here but this week has been non-stop fighting with my Dad and arguments with my sis. Can’t wait to get married and move out!!! Justin better hurry ;) They do say absence makes the heart grow fonder right??? I just need my space and not everyone is my bizness all the time
5. Not working out as much as im used to- this week I have only worked out once. I plan to do so again tonight. I’ve just been tired when I get home and going to bed early. Never thought I would ever say that I miss working out, but I do. I love the way I feel after and this week I’ve felt like a fatty. I’m sure as I get used to my daily schedule again Ill have more energy.

This weekend were celebrating Valentines Day:) Im excited to go to dinner & a movie and just have some special time with Justin and celebrating our Love.. I know its mushy but what can i say IM HEAD OVER HEELS IN LOVE!!!

Hope all of you have a great weekend:)

Back To The Grind

Had a wonderful 1st day of work...  Just a great place, people, and very laid back. Just my style:) The commute was great on the way there and back. Just 20 minutes, and boy o boy do I hate traffic so that made me so relieved. I was trained and learned about 80% of my job today. Worked alone most of the day and I was comfortable all on my own. So glad I picked it up fast, I was very nervous I was going to struggle and not feel comfortable for a few days. I feel so blessed that God put this job in my path and excited to have some $$$ and just get back into the groove of work again.. Just a small post, wanted to share my happy day:)

Squirrels &  rabbits run along my office all day long:)

View from my desk.. Love feeling the fresh air all day:)

Weekend Happs...

So 1st off I want to say that I GOT A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!! yayyy for me :) Not sure how much blogging I'm going to do now so getting 1 in before I start. I got called Friday afternoon right after I cried with my mom & J. I for sure thought I wasn't going to get it because she said she would let me know by Thursday night so I was very surprised when they let me know they liked me and I got it. Ill be working in Norco which is not too far from my house so I'm happy about that too. I start tomorrow so I'm hoping I like it. 1 thing that sucks is almost every Tuesday I have mandatory overtime but I guess in a way its a good thing too. More $$:)

Weekend Recap-

Friday-J has been sick, but said he was feeling better so he wanted to take me out to eat for a congratulatory dinner. I picked Sushi because I  had been craving it again. We went to that same Sushi place and it was again so yum. We then just went back to the house and just watched TV and went mi mis. My boy needed his rest.

Saturday-  J called in sick to rest a lil more so he could feel 100%. He said he wanted to go walking around the mall so of course I  gladly agreed;) We walked around the mall, browsed a bit , went out to lunch, bought a few things then headed back. Did a little bike riding after and enjoyed the sunset with my handsome.. My Dad then called and said he had bought a new car. I could tell he was excited and wanted us to come see it so we said we would come see. After a visit with my parents, and an ice cream run we headed back to J's.  We played "Trouble" and I kicked his bootie. I told him every time he lost he would have to do a  funny dance and he wouldn't do it!!! He said he was shy..lol So i got up and started dancing around and after a few nudges he did too and he wouldn't stop..haha:) We have to most fun being dorks.

Sunday- Church, lunch and watched part of the Superbowl with J. Now I'm at home washing clothes and getting ready for tomorrow. I'm very anxious, nervous and just ready for the 1st day to be over so I know what its all about.  Thanks everyone for the well wishes:)  Hope all of you had a great weekend too!!!

Few pictures from the weekend:

Completely Frustrated

Lately I’ve been feeling like this:

 About my whole job search.. I’m absolutely & utterly frustrated with the way things are going in that department of my life. I used to get so excited after interviews because they seem to really like me; I feel like I answered everything great and then no responseL Can someone throw me a bone already???  In the past few months I’ve been on several interviews, been to many temp agencies, and still nothing. I feel like I would do so well in some of these places I apply with, and they still don’t want me. I cry and cry because I’m so frustrated and I just want something to change. I know I’m throwing myself a pity party right now but who cares this is my damn blog haha..  This is just has a huge pause on my life right now. I know as soon as that job thing changes a lot of things are going to be different and those are the things that keep me going. I know God has his time for everything but I’ve felt myself getting mad at him and I know he knows why. So sorry GodJ

I’m glad I have people who support me like my parents & Justin. Justin is always the best!! He always makes me feel better. Its like he has the most faith in me and I have never felt that much support from anyone. That’s what makes me love him soo  much.

Anyways a lil prayer would be greatly appreciated & hopefully soon Ill have a post that looks like this:

Top Two Tuesday:

Top 2 things I have to have on b4 I leave the house

My Dr. Pepper ChapStick. If I don't have lip gloss, lipstick on when I go out I have to have this on. I love it!! Ive been using it for years.

Blush!!! If i don't have to put on any makeup and I need to go to the store, run errands, etc. I just put a bit of my M.A.C. blush on and my ChapStick and I'm good to go.  I use all diferent colors:)