Word For The Day: Stressed!!!!!!!!!

This picture is exactly how I feel at work right now! Since my last post a few things have happened. They fired someone at work so they asked if I would like to move up into the Customer Service dept and of course I said YES:) They hired someone else to do my job and now I'm learning something completely different. I feel like I was finally starting to get the hang of my other position and now I have to learn a whole new thing. Today was my 1st day of training and I feel like my brain is exhausted.. So wish me luck that the rest of the week goes by better.. Ahhhhhhh.. Time to eat then pass out.  Hope you all are having a better Monday than I am

As HAPPY As a Kid In A Candy Store..:) He he

Its going to be a small post because its almost bed time for me.. I ended up getting the job  I interviewed for last week..Yayy:) So far so good and I have every Friday off too!!! I working four, 10 hour days but having a 3 day weekend definitely makes up for it. Still getting used to the early mornings ( I start at 6:30) but I'm sure Ill get used to it.  Oh, and it takes me no longer than 20 min to get there and back:) Thanks to everyone who sent good lucks and texts.. Hope you all are having a great week and on my day off Ill be catching up on your blogs.. Here's a couple pics of the weekend:)

I had my besties bridal shower on Sunday so hopefully she gets on it and sends me pics of that too soon because all I had was my phone..

Loved this pic but J messed it up..lol

Citrus City:)

My other half<3

Bestie & I

I'm a maid! yayyy:) P.s Dontcha love my kitty cat dress? lol

11 Things That made me Happy This Past Week:)

1. Job Interview- It had been awhile since I got a call back from applying EVERYWHERE. I had an interview in Corona on Friday and I think I did real good but there were so many applicants there so you never know. It just felt good to walk out of there knowing I did a good job even if I don't get it.

On my way to interview.. Excuse the mess..lol

2. Night out- J and I went out for a friends bday on Saturday and had a blast!! We danced to an 80's band and then the DJ and had the most fun!

Ready for a night out

Me with the Bday Girl Cherry:)

3. My doggy Cody- This week I didn't get to see J for 4 days! Soooooo Cody kept me company a lot:) Hes almost 11 years old and still has the funnest personality.. Just love him so much:)

CUTIE!

4. Shopping- My mom was off on Friday so we made a  trip to Victoria Gardens where my sis works at a bathing suit shop.. I got 2 new suits, shoes, and few more things.. Score!!! Oh.. and a nice lunch with my sis and Mom

Love my new shoes, and top:)

New beach bag:)

Hott day while shopping.. This kept me cool:)

5.Getting my hair done- My hair is sooo naturally dark and I usually like it done light so when my roots grow out its not a very pretty sight so I was very happy to have it looking nice again. She also thinned out my  hair on the bottom so I can try to wear it down more:) So far so good.. Lovin my new hair!

My new hair:)

6.Bridesmaids dress for Besties wedding is in!

7. Justin- Everyday I realize just how much more I fall in love with this man. I'm reminded every time were together how blessed we are to have each other.. Hes my best friend and he makes this girl very, very HAPPY:)

<3 Sad I'm not smiling but this pic is still cute to me..

8.Church- We went to church last night with J's family and it was great:)

9- Beach day- Spent most of the day yesterday at the Beach riding bikes, laying out, eating:)

10- My TV Shows- I cant believe how many shows I LOVE to watch. I'm pathetic..lol. They make me happy though:)

11- Exercise- Got me a new pair of shoes at Nordstroms Rack to try to start running on the treadmill more. My old  shoes would hurt my toes:(  I broke them in last week and they feel good. Hopefully now I can start running more and maybe start to like it..haha

My new Kicks

All these pics are from my Phone.. My camera is pretty much broken:( Its hanging in there with tape wrapped all around it so I'm afraid to take it out.. I'm supposed to get a new one for my bday so hopefully I do get one so i can have it for VEGAS:)

BLESSED

BLESSED to have a roof over my head

BLESSED to  have my good health

BLESSED to have an amazing family

BLESSED to have a beautiful man in my life

BLESSED to have a a great, but small group of friends who are ALWAYS there for me

Sunday night J and I attended church and I felt like God talked to me. There was a band there called FIREFLIGHT and I'm so happy I was there to see them. We usually attend church in the morning but it was so rainy we decided to sleep in and attend the night service and good thing we did. They sang a few songs and after one of the songs I started crying, and not just a tear I was balling like a baby. I'm not sure if it was because I felt the holy spirit or because if it was guilt. Guilt of not being the best person I know I can be.


As a child I went to church all the time. Twice on Sundays and even on Wednesdays. My father was a pastor in Corona for many years. When I started getting a bit older I started to resent my Dad  for making me go to church ALL the time. I hated it sometimes! Some Sundays I wanted to hang out with my friends but was not allowed to. By the time I turned 18 I stopped going all together. I went for special occasions and as the years went on I would attend every once in a while. Thank God Justin came into my life because as soon as we started dating we attend church very frequently. I'm ashamed of not being there for so long. I have many great memories of church and I think a lot of times I resented church because of fighting with my Father. I used to see him up there preaching and think how can you be up there preaching to be this way and you're different at home. FYI he wasn't a bad dad he was just VERY strict and Jennifer did not like that..lol


I'm thankful that I have a man that Loves God and wants to serve him. I hope to continue this tradition with our family when we get married because I think that's the way to raise your children.In church. I'm thankful to my parents for having me there every single week and I will try to be a better Christian because my heart feels much happier when I go..


Lately things haven't been so peachy. Not working very much, dad is still not working, some friends that I thought were my good friends are not, J and I weren't 100%... My friends always tell me you and J seem to never fight and always seem so happy. Don't get me wrong we are extremely happy together but we do fight, & we do fix things because we love each other and want to make it work. One thing I really love about Justin is that he never threatens me with a breakup. In my past relationship we would be back and forth all the time. That's the way I knew how to handle a fight. So when me and J would have an argument I would say "lets just not be togetehr then" and  he would say I don't play games and if you really want it to be over then its really over. So we never say those words anymore. Were not teenagers anymore so no time for the BS.

Overall I have to look at the glass half full and not half empty. Beyond BLESSED for a lot of things in my life and some things aren't perfect but I'm sure things will get better. Things can always be worse.. right?  Everyone has storms they go through and theres a mini one in parts of my life but I know that there's a rainbow soon to come:)

HAPPY TUESDAY EVERYONE!!!