WE'RE ENGAGED!!!!!!

Feels so good to even type out those words:) Yes, J and I got engaged over this past holiday weekend!

I feel like Ive had this permanent smile on me all week. Ive only imagined of what this moment would feel like and its so much better that what I imagined..

Recap:

J took me away to San Diego last weekend to get away. We spent the weekend shopping, enjoying the water, watching bands, eating, romantical time;), and time with friends. We spent most of the days with our friends at this cool camp ground in San Diego. They had EVERYTHING there. A beach, shops, horseshoes, fun water activities, bikes. Just so much fun:)

Sunday night after a day of playing we went back to the hotel around 8.  I got clean and put my comfy sweats on and relaxed.. It was still early so I suggested we go take a walk around the hotel. Our hotel had these really nice rose gardens, gazebos, and it was just a really nice night to walk around. So.. we headed out for our walk( me with no makeup, pony tail..not so cute! ).

After about 20 or so min J asked if I wanted to hang in the gazebo, so as i walked in to sit I turned back around and there he was.. ON HIS KNEE! It was happening!!! I couldn't believe it... even though I felt it was coming it was still a complete surprise to me that he decided to do it right then and there. I didn't even see him get the ring from his bag.. Sneaky boy..lol  I wish I could remember exactly what he said but I was shaking so bad and nervous I cant remember all of it..lol All I remember is him saying " I was gonna do this tomorrow, but I couldn't wait any longer, I love you and want u to be my wife. Will you marry me?". I jumped up and said yes and squeezed him so tight!!!!.. Ive never seen Justin so nervous before too. It was tooo cute:)

Right away I called my mom, and my bestie. Cried with my mama and then cried with my bestie. Thats how you know someone is truly happy for you. They share the happiness you have and they're as excited for you as if it was happening to them. Lucky to have my  best friend who truly cares for me. The next couple hours were full of calls and texts and of course fb comments on my announcement. We felt so loved!!:)

So now here we are ENGAGED and already planning our wedding. We have appointments this weekend already to look at places to have it at. Trying to get the ball rolling, so we can figure out the date and start getting things on their way:) J wants to get married a lil sooner than I thought but If we find something for around the time he wants it I'm just gonna have to suck it up and plan like a mad woman..lol 

So wish me luck on the planning, learning how to cook, and losing some weight..haha! Wonder how many of these things I will be successful at??? he he;)

Just a quick recap. I know I have much more to blog about but this girl be sleepy :)



Wish I would've taken one in the sun. It sparkles like crazyyy:)



Soon to be MR. & Mrs. Smallwood:)

Some Ramblings:)

Yes..I know I've been a bad blogger!..I convinced my bestie Barbie to start her blog a few months ago when I was more in to blogging and now the roles have reversed. She was never really into it and now she is OBSESSED with it..haha..( Love u Bestie). I just haven't had any time lately. I feel like I have so much to share with you but right now its just going to be a small post. Here's some things that have made me happy this past week! :)


1- I'm actually getting into the groove of my new job. Still learning new things but now I'm doing more and more things on my own and I'm enjoying it. The 10 hour shifts  don't even bother me. It goes by so fast because I'm so busy all day.  Only thing that sucks is I feel like I have no time to catch up on my Fb life and my celeb gossip! :( haha


2- Getting paid every week!-  I love it:)  These past 2 paychecks Ive gone a bit crazy and spoiled myself. Yesterday I enjoyed a nice manicure and Facial. Ive never had a full on Facial and boy did I love it!!! My skin looks and feels brand new:)

3- Church- Ive been going to church every Sunday now for the past month and a half:) I feel like God has blessed me and given me some sense of peace and extreme happiness in my life because of that.

4- My Mom & Dad- Lately we've been getting along soo good:)

5- Justin- Weve both been stressed a lil lately but I know that because we have each other it makes it easier for us and for that I love him sooo much! :)

Just a few things that have been going on. We leave in about 2 hours for San Diego this beautiful Labor Day weekend. I feel like we both need it and I'm so excited to just  get away. We found out too that some friends will be out there too so we will be visiting with them. I promise to catch up on your blogs soon.. This gal has been busy busy and I'm not allowed to blog or fb at work..BOOO!!!! Have a great weekend everyone!:)

Word For The Day: Stressed!!!!!!!!!

This picture is exactly how I feel at work right now! Since my last post a few things have happened. They fired someone at work so they asked if I would like to move up into the Customer Service dept and of course I said YES:) They hired someone else to do my job and now I'm learning something completely different. I feel like I was finally starting to get the hang of my other position and now I have to learn a whole new thing. Today was my 1st day of training and I feel like my brain is exhausted.. So wish me luck that the rest of the week goes by better.. Ahhhhhhh.. Time to eat then pass out.  Hope you all are having a better Monday than I am

As HAPPY As a Kid In A Candy Store..:) He he

Its going to be a small post because its almost bed time for me.. I ended up getting the job  I interviewed for last week..Yayy:) So far so good and I have every Friday off too!!! I working four, 10 hour days but having a 3 day weekend definitely makes up for it. Still getting used to the early mornings ( I start at 6:30) but I'm sure Ill get used to it.  Oh, and it takes me no longer than 20 min to get there and back:) Thanks to everyone who sent good lucks and texts.. Hope you all are having a great week and on my day off Ill be catching up on your blogs.. Here's a couple pics of the weekend:)

I had my besties bridal shower on Sunday so hopefully she gets on it and sends me pics of that too soon because all I had was my phone..

Loved this pic but J messed it up..lol

Citrus City:)

My other half<3

Bestie & I

I'm a maid! yayyy:) P.s Dontcha love my kitty cat dress? lol

11 Things That made me Happy This Past Week:)

1. Job Interview- It had been awhile since I got a call back from applying EVERYWHERE. I had an interview in Corona on Friday and I think I did real good but there were so many applicants there so you never know. It just felt good to walk out of there knowing I did a good job even if I don't get it.

On my way to interview.. Excuse the mess..lol

2. Night out- J and I went out for a friends bday on Saturday and had a blast!! We danced to an 80's band and then the DJ and had the most fun!

Ready for a night out

Me with the Bday Girl Cherry:)

3. My doggy Cody- This week I didn't get to see J for 4 days! Soooooo Cody kept me company a lot:) Hes almost 11 years old and still has the funnest personality.. Just love him so much:)

CUTIE!

4. Shopping- My mom was off on Friday so we made a  trip to Victoria Gardens where my sis works at a bathing suit shop.. I got 2 new suits, shoes, and few more things.. Score!!! Oh.. and a nice lunch with my sis and Mom

Love my new shoes, and top:)

New beach bag:)

Hott day while shopping.. This kept me cool:)

5.Getting my hair done- My hair is sooo naturally dark and I usually like it done light so when my roots grow out its not a very pretty sight so I was very happy to have it looking nice again. She also thinned out my  hair on the bottom so I can try to wear it down more:) So far so good.. Lovin my new hair!

My new hair:)

6.Bridesmaids dress for Besties wedding is in!

7. Justin- Everyday I realize just how much more I fall in love with this man. I'm reminded every time were together how blessed we are to have each other.. Hes my best friend and he makes this girl very, very HAPPY:)

<3 Sad I'm not smiling but this pic is still cute to me..

8.Church- We went to church last night with J's family and it was great:)

9- Beach day- Spent most of the day yesterday at the Beach riding bikes, laying out, eating:)

10- My TV Shows- I cant believe how many shows I LOVE to watch. I'm pathetic..lol. They make me happy though:)

11- Exercise- Got me a new pair of shoes at Nordstroms Rack to try to start running on the treadmill more. My old  shoes would hurt my toes:(  I broke them in last week and they feel good. Hopefully now I can start running more and maybe start to like it..haha

My new Kicks

All these pics are from my Phone.. My camera is pretty much broken:( Its hanging in there with tape wrapped all around it so I'm afraid to take it out.. I'm supposed to get a new one for my bday so hopefully I do get one so i can have it for VEGAS:)

BLESSED

BLESSED to have a roof over my head

BLESSED to  have my good health

BLESSED to have an amazing family

BLESSED to have a beautiful man in my life

BLESSED to have a a great, but small group of friends who are ALWAYS there for me

Sunday night J and I attended church and I felt like God talked to me. There was a band there called FIREFLIGHT and I'm so happy I was there to see them. We usually attend church in the morning but it was so rainy we decided to sleep in and attend the night service and good thing we did. They sang a few songs and after one of the songs I started crying, and not just a tear I was balling like a baby. I'm not sure if it was because I felt the holy spirit or because if it was guilt. Guilt of not being the best person I know I can be.


As a child I went to church all the time. Twice on Sundays and even on Wednesdays. My father was a pastor in Corona for many years. When I started getting a bit older I started to resent my Dad  for making me go to church ALL the time. I hated it sometimes! Some Sundays I wanted to hang out with my friends but was not allowed to. By the time I turned 18 I stopped going all together. I went for special occasions and as the years went on I would attend every once in a while. Thank God Justin came into my life because as soon as we started dating we attend church very frequently. I'm ashamed of not being there for so long. I have many great memories of church and I think a lot of times I resented church because of fighting with my Father. I used to see him up there preaching and think how can you be up there preaching to be this way and you're different at home. FYI he wasn't a bad dad he was just VERY strict and Jennifer did not like that..lol


I'm thankful that I have a man that Loves God and wants to serve him. I hope to continue this tradition with our family when we get married because I think that's the way to raise your children.In church. I'm thankful to my parents for having me there every single week and I will try to be a better Christian because my heart feels much happier when I go..


Lately things haven't been so peachy. Not working very much, dad is still not working, some friends that I thought were my good friends are not, J and I weren't 100%... My friends always tell me you and J seem to never fight and always seem so happy. Don't get me wrong we are extremely happy together but we do fight, & we do fix things because we love each other and want to make it work. One thing I really love about Justin is that he never threatens me with a breakup. In my past relationship we would be back and forth all the time. That's the way I knew how to handle a fight. So when me and J would have an argument I would say "lets just not be togetehr then" and  he would say I don't play games and if you really want it to be over then its really over. So we never say those words anymore. Were not teenagers anymore so no time for the BS.

Overall I have to look at the glass half full and not half empty. Beyond BLESSED for a lot of things in my life and some things aren't perfect but I'm sure things will get better. Things can always be worse.. right?  Everyone has storms they go through and theres a mini one in parts of my life but I know that there's a rainbow soon to come:)

HAPPY TUESDAY EVERYONE!!!

Weekend Recap

Friday night me, J, and his parents went out to Menifee to have dinner with J's brother and his family:) We went to a yummy pizza place and afterwards we went back to J's bros house and enjoyed some cake and played with his niece:) I finally got the courage to carry Zoe. Shes a lil over a month now and still is light as a feather. I was very nervous but then after a couple minutes I felt more comfortable. Man.. I don't know how these Mamas do it all day long.  My arm was killing me after 5 minutes carrying a newborn..lol I'm going to have some trouble when I finally have one.

Love watching them together.. J is def gonna be a great Daddy:)

J & baby Zoe

Baileys new cardboard house

SOOO CUTE!!!:)

Saturday we went to the mall and I was on the hunt for some black wedges.. I found the perfect ones at Reflection and of course they did not have my size:( Size 7 seems to always run out too fast! So.... I'm on the hunt again.. Thinking Ill go online today:) J had a successful shopping day and bought himself some shirts and a couple shorts. His clothes aren't fitting him anymore so he had to go shopping. That boy has to be forced to buy himself anything..lol

I did find these and got them for $6 ..Score!:)

Saturday night we went to Citrus City Grille and had nice night out with 3 other couples.. Fun Fun!! We enjoyed some music and had a great night:)

One of my good friends Alex

We are very silly!!:)

DORKS!!!

Sunday was a fun filled day at the beach.. We went with J's parents and had the most fun. We rode bikes, had lunch, layed out, and just enjoyed a beautiful day:) My bestie was at Balboa taking her engagement pics so J and I rode bikes there to go have a quick visit! :)

Newport

Bike riding

My lovey love love

J and Barbies daughter Lianah

Me!!

All and all it was great weekend and today I'm exhausted. The sun really drained me out. Think were gonna try to go at least every other weekend. Always a fun time. Hope you all had a great weekend!! :)