Weekend & A Whole Lot Of Nothin

Friday we had a blast at my friend Alex's Bday party. They had a DJ, food, drinks, candy.:) I met her early to help her set up.  Put up decorations, balloons, set up candy bar, etc.  Here's some pictures:)

Friends

My hunny & I

Dancin

Loved her cake:)

Bday Girl!

<3

Jello Shots!

Saturday we woke up had some breakfast, relaxed for a bit. J & I then went to Lampost for some yummy pizza and his friend Sean met us there. After lunch we went to Target to get J's friend Adrian a baby shower gift. We couldn't make the shower that day because J had to work:(  So after a lil more relaxing I went home and did a whole lot of nothing! I ate like a piggy all day. Not only did I eat greasy pizza  but for dinner I ate a big Cheeseburger. OMG! I watched TV with my doggy the rest of the day, uploaded pics, and played angry birds on my phone( I'm a lil obsessed). I was supposed to visit with my friend Barbie but earlier int he morning they found out that her boyfriends really good friend died:( He was on street bike and got hit on the fwy by a drunk driver and died instantly. He had a live in girlfriend and a kid. It made me think just how precious life is. I cant imagine losing Justin and I cant even begin to imagine how his girlfriend is feeling. I tell J all the time that we should live our days like its our last so when we wanna have lil argument over something stupid I try to remind myself of that. Why fight? Makes me tired, stressed and its just not worth it. I look at our relationship and its such a "Grown Up" one compared to my old one. I tell J all the time how crazyyyy my relationship was with my ex. I cant believe the kind of fights we would get into. In the very beginning of J and ours relationship we had an argument and I stormed out of his house and I expected him to come chase me and he DIDN'T! He later told me he doesnt play games like that and hes not gonna do that..lol So I knew right then I wasnt going to be able to throw my lil tantrums to get what I want. Aww man! But its changed me alot being with him. Im more mature now, and I love the way we are with eachother. Like I said before hes the peanut butter to my jelly:)

He was happy I was home:)

Sunday I did absolutely nothing productive. Ate all day and watched TV. The rain always makes me in moods like that. Hate it!!! So today I feel like a total chunk so I'm gonna do my elliptical and Jillian Michales. Gonna get back on track. Hope all of you had a great weekend and Ill be reading yours and commenting soon:)

5 Things That Made Me Happy This Week..

First of all wanted to wish everyone a Happy St.Patricks Day:)

Isnt he the cutest doggy? <3 him!!!

1. Going to bed later & Sleeping in - I loved going to bed a lil later this week, watching my TV shows. I usually miss some of my shows. Loved not having to worry about waking up. I slept in a bit Wed & Thurs:) Felt grreat!

2.Good news about My Justin- On Thursday morning J had his Deputy Sheriff interview and he PASSED!! So very happy:) Tomorrow he goes through his background interview but his hard one is out of the way.

Our usual date night on Wed. Watching American Idol.:) J's hair is a lil shorter. He said he had to cut it shorter to look "The part" for his interview..lol

3.FRIEND time- This week I've caught up with some friends. Tuesday I had my friend Jessica do my hair. I hadn't seen her in awhile and I loved catching up with her life and just chatting:) Wed I had a lunch date with my friend Shannon:) We had fun eating, then some shopping. I hate that sometimes you get too busy not to see your friends but when you see them it feels like nothing  has changed. Friday night is one of my good friends birthday parties and my super excited about it. Gonna be a blast in a glass! Sat I'm going to meet with my friend Barbie and her baby and then Monday I have a date with my friend Amber, her lil girl, and her lil one in her tummy. Lots of friend time :)

4. Getting my hair done- I just get really  happy when I get it done. Just makes you feel prettier:) Right now my hair is at a weird length so wont be wearing it down much but trying to let it grow so I can soon. Hate that because I wear it up so much you cant tell how different my color is but o well..

5.My Family - Mom & Dad have been very supportive through me losing my job. No pressure just uplifting words and helping me look for a new one:)

Hope all of you have a great weekend and I have my camera back (friend had it the past 2 weeks) so hopefully Ill have some camera pics for my weekend recap..

Weekend Recap...

Friday- Decided to go out with some of  J's friends and my girlfriend and her guy friend. Went to a couple places at Dos lagos. Fun night just talking, joking , eating, and of course a lil dancing:) J will all of a sudden be in his dancing moods and that night he definitely was..lol. hes so funny.



My friend Mayra & me:)



Justin, Steve & Mayras friend Tony

yummmm

J & Mayra

Saturday-  Justin knew I wasn't having a good week so he said he wanted to do something I liked. So of course I said SHOPPING:) I wanted to spend a lil of the $ I made at that stupid job.lol  We first went to The Cheesecake Factory. We had only been there once before and we loved it. We decided its our new fave place. There is so much to choose from. After we ate  ate only half of our meal  our meal we decided to split a piece of cheesecake. You cant go there and not have a piece right??? We got a piece of the White Chocolate Caramel Macadamia Nut . In my opinion it was just too sweet for me. I loved the kind we got b4 just a simple strawberry cheesecake. Now I know that's what I'm gonna stick to:)
 We then did some shopping bought me 3 pairs of shoes, ( i needed them) a beautiful long sundress, a cute purse that has leopard inside, ( love,love leopard) and a few more things:) I was soo sooo happy!!!  No more shopping for me for a bit. While we were there we passed by a jewelry store and Justin asked If I wanted to look inside. I though he was kidding but he wanted me to find out what size ring I was.. We went in , I tried on a few rings which I loved and found out I'm a size 4.  So now J knows what I like and what size I am. So maybe its gonna happen sooner than I think;) That night we went to Pechanga , did a lil gambling. Didn't stay there long because  it was too packed.

Few of my buys



Best Foundation Ive ever used. Definetely recommend it:)


Sunday- We just relaxed,watched a movie and now I'm back home chillin..Tomorrow is Monday and Ill be hard at it looking for a job again. Gonna call more agencies and look online.. Hope all of you had a great weekend and cant wait to read all about them.

Exercise Blahs Part 2..

So... Since Ive last posted my part one Ive tried to be consistent on my workout. The last month was hard because I was working so I would be tired when I would get home so my workouts would only be like once or twice a week:(  I know I have to workout and I'm not a naturally thin gal. I'm a Hispanic woman and were just a little thicker..lol I decided to get back on it and now I gotta start doing lower tummy exercise and butt exercises. I notice everyday how much smaller my butt is getting and it makes me sad. I used to have a butt b4 ( it was a fatty butt ) but still some  meat:) I decided to weigh myself when I got up yesterday morning and the  scale said. DRUM ROLL PLEASE........ 124!!!! yayyyyyyyyyyy:) I haven't weighed this since high school I think:) Feels so nice and I think my goal is to be 115or 120 Not sure yet. I'm still real flabby so now its a matter of getting fit. Went to buy jeans the other day and went a size smaller because my others are getting too big. Wore my new ones and now those are a lil too big: I think I might be one size smaller:) That feeling when I realized it made me so happy. Ive always had trouble buying jeans cause I was always meaty.

When Justin and I first started dating I weighed like 140. I never felt too chunky but now I can feel and see the difference. I ask J if he likes me better now and he says if it makes you feel better than good but I obviously liked you before because that's why I started dating you:) Love him soo much!
The biggest I ever was is when I was with my ex. When we broke up I was 152!!!!!!!! I cant believe it. I look at pictures and cant believe I let myself get that big. My face was a circle! I mean for my size I should never weigh that much. I'm not very tall. All we would do was eat together. We both gained alot of weight together over the years and since hes gotten bigger..lol
Feels nice to actually look at my license now and know I'm not lying about my weight and in actuality now it says I weigh 6 pounds more than what I am. I better get on it and change that A.S.A.P..haha:)

I have a hard time eating healthy... I like food too much and bad food too. I need to quit with the cokes and really stick to it for a bit. Anyways I was up early and bored so here's my post for the day. Enjoy:)

My weakness.. But so YUMMMMMM

<3 this thing and hate it too..

Not again!

So.. Was let go yesterday:(  I cant even put into words right now how sad and mad I feel at he same time. At the end of the day one of my bosses asked me into his office and pulled out 2 checks( I knew what that meant) I could feel the tears coming but I held them in. He gave me all these bs excuses why he didn't need me anymore.  I knew in my head that he was lying. I'm not sure what the real reason was because I was there every day on time, did all my work, stayed overtime, helped other departments. I feel like its something PERSONAL, and that's what makes me feel worse. At least If i knew it was my job performance but now its me! I keep thinking in my head.. What is wrong with me?

I wouldn't really mingle with my work collies. They just weren't people I wanted to hang with. I would go to lunch alone and only people I would really talk to were the people in the transportation dept. All they would do is cuss, say nasty jokes, and on  many ocassions talk crap about eachother and I didnt wanna be around that.  I don't mind a nasty joke but in my opinion it has to be in a different place. On Wed night I lost all respect for my bosses. I stayed overtime and my bosses are husband & wife. When Iwas hired I knew this might be a problem. They started arguing (in front of me) yelling "FUCK you" over and over again and she said she quit and stormed off.. Crazyyy!!! You know makes me more mad??? Is they let me go after their busiest day of the week. They made me do all this work, and even learn new stuff to help this girl and then he let me go. What an ASSHOLE! As soon as I left I called J and that's when I let everything out. I couldn't stop crying, and it was the kind of crying where you cant breathe:( He told me to go to his house and his bro would open the door for me cause he was on his way from work. I then called my mom, dad, and sis. They all told me its OK and something better will come. They all knew I didn't care for my job much , but It was a job. I was getting paid, doing something with my life besides watch TV all day! I'm happy I have supporting people around me, and I have to have the faith that something better will come, but its really hard right now. When I went to bed last night and was saying my prayer I started asking God why? what did I do? Then I felt bad for thinking that and questioning him. He has his reasons and I have to believe in him. This blogging make me feel better in a way kind of like my diary so sorry if its boring. I know my grammar isn't right sometimes, but just me venting. So as of today, I'm on the hunt again. Wish me luck!! Thanks for reading.

A lil Brit Brit on a Friday :)

Britney Spears: 'Till The World Ends' Lyrics & First Listen!

I am absolutely in love with Britney Spears. I Still remember exactly where I was the 1st time I heard "baby one more time"..haha. Just a lil somethin I wanted to share. I am so excited for her new album coming out MArch 29th..Wohooo!! And I cant wait till shes in concert so I can see her again:) This is one of her new songs & I love it!!!

Britney Spears: ‘Till The World Ends’ Lyrics

This kicked in got your tongue tied in knots, I see
Spit it out ‘cause I’m dying for company
I notice that you got it
You notice that I want it
You know that I can take it to the next level baby
If you want this good s–t
Sicker than the remix
Baby let me blow your mind tonight

(Chorus - JustJared.com)
I can’t take it take it take no more
Never felt like felt like felt like this before
Come on get me get me on the floor
DJ what you what you waiting for?

OH (x million)

Watch me move when I lose, when I lose it hard
Get you off with a touch, dancing in the dark
You know notice what I’m wearing
I’m noticing you staring
You know that I can take it to the next level baby
Hotter than the A-list
Next one on my hit list
Baby let me blow your mind tonight

[Chorus]

See the sunlight, we ain’t stopping
Keep on dancing til the world ends
If you feel it, let it happen
Keep on dancing till the world ends

HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!



Slow day at wk today!:) My eyes look so small w/no makeup on..Pics like that remind me..lol



Random Thursday

                              Just a lil something that I copied from my buddy TressaJ

{one} do you wear holey jeans? if so, do you buy them that way?

I have like 4 pairs of holey jeans. 2 of them Capri's jeans. Love them but they’re getting big on me so time to shop for more. I buy them that way too. I don’t have the patience to do that myself.

{two} do you get a full 8 hours of sleep per night?

Almost all the time I do. Sometimes like 7 but I do need at least that to feel normal..

{three} what’s your favorite way to eat an oreo?

I dunk them in milk till they get super soft.Yummmm

{four} do you wear shoes in your house?

When I’m getting ready to go somewhere I wear my shoes in the house but usually I’m shoeless. I love being barefoot

{five} who would you call first if you won the lottery?

Parents

{six} have you ever been in a food fight?

                                                    Lol. I don’t think so

{seven} do you snore?

No!!! Sometimes I breathe loud if I'm sicky

{eight} do you know how fast you type?

I had to take a typing test a few months ago and it said I did 40WPM. I'm practicing to get fasterJ

{nine} can you do a headstand (without using a wall)?

Hell no!! I have a hard enough time not hurting myself already I wont even try that..haha

{ten} how do you like your popcorn?

Lots of butter, but I'M not usually a popcorn person. Every so often Ill have some at the movies

Sooo..I'm finally feeling 100% better. Its sad how much you take your health for granted but man o man I was sick for 2 weeks!! I cant wait to finally enjoy my weekend and not be in bed super early.lol

Tomorrow I plan on going out with some girlfriends. Justin has to be up early Saturday so Ill visit with him a bit Friday and let him get his rest. Hes taking his Deputy Sheriff test on Saturday morning. I'm not really sure how I feel about it yet. We've gone back and forth talking about it, weighing out the pros and cons. I told him it wouldn't hurt for him to take the test and if hes picked to do the academy then I guess God has it in his plan for him to do it.ITs great money and great benefits and he will pretty much be doing the same thing hes doing now as a Correctional Officer.Its just a bit more dangerous in my opinion and he will have to be in the academy for 6 months. His last academy was only 3 and that was a rough time for us. Lots of not seeing each other but ultimately it will pay off. Plus he did the 1st academy int he very beginning of our relationship and now that we've been together a year and a half I think it will be easier for us. I pray everyday that he decides the right thing and the job is a blessing.

He took Saturday off for his test so that means we get to spend Sat night togther.Yayyyy!! Excited to do something fun with my hunny bunny. Anyways that's whats going on in my life right now. Ill leave you with some pics of last Saturday and last night:)

The picture of the ring is just one of my dream rings I want..haha Justin and I have been looking at rings together more lately and he asks me what I like so the other day I saw this in a Zales catalog  and I told him I love it:) Hopefully soon Ill have 1 similar to it.. That ones only half a ct it says but it looks big. I have very small fingers and hands so any size diamond will look big. I actually think Im a size 4 in rings(maybe smaller).Wowza!! Ideally I would love 1ct but I would be happy with any ring I would get :)

Miss Bailey:)

Justin & his niece



I love seeing these 2 together:)



COdy loves J:)

<3 it!:)